9. Apr, 2022

fu**

fuck.
i feel like I haven't taken my meds for a while. which is true, but the symptoms are somewhat different from what I'm used to. the brain zaps are ... very different.

darn. I didn't call that one person back that should've recieved my call ... because I always feel nervous/nauseous/bad/aggravated/frightened when thinking about them, and none of those feelings are positive in any way. maybe I'll finally learn now that I shouldn't hang out with them. hrm ...
fuck.